While I was optimistic about the new year, hoping it wouldn't be worse than last year, a national lockdown was announced in the UK and schools closed. It hadn't been normal for months at Blackburn. We have never been here on tier 2, we still had tier 3, then tier 4, and now this :( How to live normally, how to enjoy life while there are still bans and worse, uncertainty about when and if it will all end :( Honestly, I've long since stopped hoping for improvement. It's not even that I don't want to stay home with my kids. It is about THEIR mental health and education. I don't know if Milko will have to stay a year longer at reception because he won't learn to read and write to go to Year 1. You know, studying at home is not the same as at school. He cannot concentrate on tasks when there are so many things around him.
And Nadia also had a problem with maths before Christmas. I don't know how online would handle it.
But will my anger and frustration change anything? No. Because I'm not the one who makes the decisions. I just have to adapt to this. On the one hand, I also don't understand that nursery and special schools are open. What is the difference between a 3 year old and a 4 year old except for age. Maybe it should look different somehow, for example, multigenerational families living under one roof should stay at home, and those that can isolate themselves should let their children go to school. In our case it is so that we are alone here. We don't meet the family because we don't have one here. My children have the only contact with their peers at school, because even in the neighborhood we don't have friends with whom we would meet.
Besides, in my opinion, these lockdowns do not make any sense. They lock people up in their houses, then let them go and what? It is known that when they sit at home they do not get infected, and when they come out the virus spreads. This is probably not a great philosophy. And what's the point? Unfortunately, everyone has to become resistant, everyone has to go through it somehow: (The elderly, with poor immunity, at risk - they should, of course, isolate themselves, but believe me, I see a lot of elderly people here who do not stay at home. , lots of them on the walks. I guess it's best to just keep common sense.
I also had the coronavirus, Krzysiek did, I suspect that our children also went through it. My family in Poland and friends had it. Some passed lightly, others a little worse, but luckily no one had to go to hospitalization.
My mind is not working anymore. The sooner I get depressed and mentally mock than the virus will defeat me.
Here the police do not stop anyone, they do not reprimand - if they have a notification, they check it, of course, but I suspect that most of them also have enough. What is forbidden from us is sometimes absurd.
I had to let go of what was bothering me or I would have gone mad. At home, no one can listen to me anymore: P
I wrote this right on the second day after the announcement, so now it is known that the emotions have subsided a bit, but I am still broken.
What's your opinion ?
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